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2008-09-11T17:43:00.001+08:00

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2008-08-01T19:41:00.002+08:00

have been looking around in the job looking sites these few days. not really looking for job yet since i am still 'under contract' till 5th sept. just want to see what kind of jobs are the hottest in mine field of study nowadays. also i can decide on what kind of courses i can sign up for to further my studies. more or less settled with warehousing and project management kind of job, looks more prospective. the only shortfall for warehousing jobs are all located either in the extreme west or east of Singapore. that's sad. initial stage will be quite tough without a car, so have to take long distance of public transport. sian.

another sad thing is my ex-boss has left. went to another location to carry on his work. he is the most respectable boss i have encountered and i really love the days working with him. after the new boss came, my motivation to work diminished straight away. is it because i am too use to the old way of working and can't adapt to the new way the new boss work? don't think so. i am definitely a adaptive person no doubt, been through so many changes in life and just a month or so i will be use to the new way. so the problem definitely does not lie on me. this is further confirmed that many of my counterparts also had the same feeling, even those who encounter him as the first boss. now my whole mood changed totally, thinking that i am wasting my life day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute and second by second.

anybody got job to introduce? my diploma is in logistics and operations management. what is logistics? it means warehousing, store, air / sea freight forwarding, supply chain, purchasing, procurement, etc, etc and etc. but then i am ready to work or anything as long i like it, doesn't need to be related to my studies.

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2008-07-27T01:30:00.001+08:00

so sad, I have been unfairly mistreated! that's why so late still not on bed yet. ha, but nevermind tomorrow will be a better day (I hoped...).

anyway, found a forum based in malaysia, not too bad, there is a topic that is dedicated to taoism. quite informative to read the posts there. here's the address, CLICK HERE. somemore there is this function that let you type in hanyu pinyin, then can post in chinese, no more baidu liao. haha.

I was thinking of transferring my blogsite to multiply. because at multiply can do a more all-rounded site. upload pictures, videos, everything is much easier and faster. like it so much. it even can corporate with blogger.com to cross-post. what the hell, this is so cool. then why am I managing 2 sites posing the same thing? nevermind, people who want a more artistic look of blog can still go to aimingpole.blogspot.com, if pictures is what you are looking for may come to aimingpole.multiply.com. cool right!

7th Post

2008-07-22T23:41:00.003+08:00

have been twanging at home for a few days already. feel so lost, after this long break definitely will not feel like going back to work. standard. still got a few outstanding stuffs yet to do. today went to Bugis to buy a coin pouch for lingling and hoped that she will like it, because I like it very much. haha.

still got 3 more outstanding items to be completed, 1 is to cut my fingernails, 2 is to wash my running shoes and 3 is to pack a standard field pack ready for recall manning.

tomorrow have an appointment with lingling to go to the dentist to wash my teeth. I think tomorrow's visit to the dentist for teeth cleaning will be the first after 6 years. the last time I went to the dentist and let him clean my teeth was during Secondary 4 and that was a mandatory one.

6th Post

2008-07-21T14:05:00.005+08:00

yesterday just finished a 3-days celebration fiesta for my sin tua (Chinese temple) at bedok reservoir. this year's celebration was very successful and everyone was very happy that the whole thing ended smoothly. hopefully will be able to upload some photos after i got it from lingling.

the whole celebration started off on Friday, where in the afternoon we had an uncle wanting to tiao dang (become a medium). so some form of rituals must be performed. so after making him a ki dong (medium), we now have a total of 4 ki dongs of our own. initially we started all this with 1 ki dong and 8 years later, we have 4, the family is getting bigger. after the ritual, at night we have got another ritual to perform which is to invite the ti gong (god of the whole heaven) to arrive at the celebration site. then the gods will ban gong (something like consultation service) helping the people (aka the hiu kei) to solve whatever problem they faces.

then Saturday, the main event was to invite the ti gong back to the heaven and at night we have kuei peng an gio (literately the crossing of the safe bridge). after crossing the bridge, people will be safe and guarded by the gods. the very first time there was such a crowd at the sin tua joining in the kuei peng an gio. quite happy to see the sin tua getting more and more prosper, after all, we all had put in so much effort to make things happen.

then come Sunday the big day, the yew keng (procession) day. that is when the gods will go around places in Singapore to pay respect. we went the 3 standard places, ti gong keng, tang ga beo and si beh lor kwan yim deng. then still went to beach road, our own sin tua HQ (this is where our sin tua is at). we also went to lor ah soo, some friends shop then we head back to bedok reservoir the celebration site. just when we reach back bedok reservoir, expectedly, it starts to rain. every year was like that, don't know why, some mysterious forces guarding? it's up to you to decide.

so the 3-days event ended smoothly and we started packing our stuffs to head back to sin tua HQ and we went to had our dinner together, as usual, during the dinner we will talk about what happened and what can be improved, just like a small After Action Review (familiar? haha AAR). everyone had not enough sleep for the past 3-days and i am confirmed that all will go home, bathe and knock out till this morning. ~ happy ending ~

some of the pics can be found at here, Part 1 & Part 2.

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2008-07-08T00:03:00.005+08:00

hello everybody, I know I have not been posting for a very LONG time already. so sorry, was so busy previously and at that point of time did not find any particular topic to post. my LingLing keep saying that my blog has died off, just want to show her that is not true, I am just too busy to be bothered to even switch on my computer.

recently, heard from one of my friend telling me that he saw my blog. I am amazed because this blog only got like 6 person including myself knew about it. suddenly it gave me a mysterious motivation to carry posting in this blog.

this few weeks was so lathargic, everyday felt so sleepy and tired and lazy. nothing is motivating me to work harder at work, play harder with friends. the main problem comes from studies. not that I am studying and schoolwork is giving me a lot of stress. but is my desire to further my studies and no schools want to accept me. felt so sad. previously, I thought that studying in Uni is impossible for me, due to the financial tied up. then I tried to solve the financial part and thought that my achievement in academic and life is so sucked up. so I work hard in my NS then came to realise that my results during the poly days is then the main factor. now I really regretted for not studying harder at that time to get myself a better future. really can't think. so now I will have to find ways to cover up my lack in academic results from the school and show them that my attitude towards learning should be the deciding factor.

it was so hard. going out to work with a Diploma is the last thing I want it to happen in my life.

4th Post

2008-06-19T23:00:00.003+08:00

hi all, I am back. these whole week was so damn busy man, because 2 big events in my company is coming up thus got no time to spare. that was so sad, work has started to eat into my life bit by bit. suddenly, after my understudy arrive my workload should go down but didn't. confused. everyone else in my company is getting lesser and lesser arrows because understudies has came to take over all the jobs. it was totally opposite for me.

2 conclusion I have come to, 1st is that my boss purposely want to give me shit to do. he can't stand it seeing me doing nothing. secondly, he just want to make me shine in my company so that higher management will take note of me (better prospect). but the latter I think is nonsense if it is really the case. because I am also not confirm going to stay in the company in the long term, so why should I work so hard then. can just stay away from office and work will not look for me. furthermore, if he wants me to shine out, should have given me arrows that has more exposure instead of some minor puny peanut shit job. don't make sense right, boss?

from this weekend onwards work will start to flow out of my mind. got to burn every weekend (either a SAT or SUN), preparing for 1 of the big event said earlier. I HATE IT!!! honestly, I just don't feel good when I sacrifice my weekends for work, I totally support the Govt's idea of 5 working days week.

think will blog till here today, getting lesser and lesser sleep day by day, going to snooze mode in 10mins. see ya guys, adius.

3rd Post

2008-06-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

today completed 2 out of 3 tasks as planned yesterday due to lack of time. we did not went prawning, however I got my ASICS running shoes I wanted long ago and I am so happy. it cost me $121 at Queensway, but I don't think is expensive anyway because a normal ASICS running shoe at other places will be selling at $150 or more. then we went to cut our hair, haha, both of us did not really change our style (for me is always the case). it is more like getting the hair shorter and keep it neat. as for lingling, she actually intending to change her style completely but just could not find the courage to do it.

after we had dinner at the revamped hawker centre at AMK, we went to watch The Incredible Hulk. first day of the screening today. it was not a bad show in the end. it also taught me something during the show, Hulk was actually not a nice and good guy eventually. when he is in rage, he is vulnerable to things that will frighten him. things like thunder, spotlight, etc. then he will be tensed up and smashing everything he sees. nonetheless, he is not those bad guys who will kill innocent people along the way. I would give the movie a rating of 8 upon 10 and recommend to others to watch it.

another show which started today was The Happening, and I will watch it maybe this weekend. the trailer tells me that it is something like I Am Legend kind of movie, which I enjoyed watching.

going back to work tomorrow and in the morning there is a meeting (just received a call from colleague). think something quite serious happened today while I am away that needed serious attention. don't worry guys, I will be back tomorrow to solve the problem, I believe I can do it (overestimating myself, haha).

last but not least, just want to say I Love You to my lingling, don't know why but just feel that she is so supportive in whatever I do. thank you.

2nd Post

2008-06-11T23:34:00.008+08:00

today went to my meeting at HQ with some boss there. I woke up late man, luckily the boss forgotten what was the exact time he is meeting me, haha. supposedly I am meeting him at 1000hrs and planned to wake up at 0800hrs. don't know why and how I overslept and realise the time was already 1100hrs. scrambled here and there for my shirt then rushed out of house. reach the place at around 1230hrs then after meeting it was like so early to go back office, it was only 1300hrs. so I thought of going to some where near my meeting place to shop for running shoes. however, ultimately I did not go shopping because when I came out of the building just nice there was a cab waiting there so maybe conscience comes into play and boarded the cab and head back to office.

tomorrow will be going to buy the running shoes with lingling since on leave. I have planned with her to go prawning tomorrow as well and cut hair, both of us need some hair cut. she thought that her hair was so flat and need to cut it shorter to make it more fluffy while i thought my hair was untidy and unkempt.

anyway talking about prawning, it was introduced to me by my colleagues. they always go and one time while overhearing them chatting about the experience interest me to find out more on prawning. then the first time I went with lingling, just like all noob, we found ourselves like an idiot holding a rod at the pond side staring at the bait. the catch was puny at the end all the session though. but recently I had learnt some tips from my colleagues and hopefully it will be better tomorrow.

looks like tomorrow will be a busy day with lingling, but I will be more than willing to be busy spending time with her as that was my dream, busy for my most loved. until the next time I type, good day to all.

1st Post

2008-06-10T23:13:00.008+08:00

hi to those out there, this will be my first post on my very first blog. I don't know why that blogging has been around for a very long time already but i just didn't bother to start one. maybe it's due to the reason that I know that I will not have the time to maintain it. however, recently i have find myself some time away from work since my understudies arrived. they are a great bunch of guys because they relieve me from my usual routine, haha, making me so free everyday.

right now, all I do is to go office every morning, wait for my colleagues to arrive as well. then we will set off to have our breakfast (by the time is usually brunch already). after that head back to office, check some emails, then wait till like 2-3 pm, go to the same place to have 'high tea'. head back to office AGAIN, CHECK emails again, then stare at the clock till 5pm, knock off. sounds boring right! I know, but no choice, I am just stucked. although occasionally there will be some arrows shooting around here and there, and unfortunately or fortunately i will be there to 'catch' some.

today I am damn pissed off by my boss. f***king idiot to not inform me earlier about the plans he had made although it was not a last minute thing. OK, originally I was scheduled to perform some form of duty today, but someone else got punished and he had to perform the duty for today instead. actually today was my last day doing such duties, afterwhich I will be free from it. but strangely, my boss wants the other guy to perform the duty TODAY, which i don't understand why must it be today. so i tried to argue with my boss to not let the other guy do it today as it will be so demoralising to hear that my last duty will be rescheduled to another day later this month. then his reply was; 'oh, since the guy was serving a punishment, that means his duty today will be considered doing for you.' wow! i was amazed upon hearing this, although it was not the norm. usually, when people was punished, and performing duties on your day, it just means you will have to postpone your duty date. however, I am delighted of course and went to the person who plans duty schedule and translate what was told to him. then he says OK, will not schedule me into the plan in the future, which marks the end of my duty for the year. this is when the sad and demoralising thing happened. my boss called me 15mins later and tell me that he didn't know how the system work just now, thus i will have to perform my duty on another day just like how we do it last time. what the f**k. if you do not know the system please do not make such stupid decision then. it just spoils my mood for the day. now i have got myself re-scheduled to next week on the 17th. haiz, f**king sad.

so since I am not doing duty today, so after work went to meet lingling (anyway she was my beloved girlfriend). then went to Parkway to buy some clothings and had dinner there. after that went home and prepare for tomorrow.

tomorrow I will not report to work as usual but will pop by to some where else in Queensway locality to participate in some meeting. after lunch then will go back to office. let's predict, tomorrow will be the same, waiting for time to pass.